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Nothing
Aug 6, 2010 18:36:29 GMT -5
Post by No One on Aug 6, 2010 18:36:29 GMT -5
......bean....im planning to commit sucide...I've put up with a lot of shit in my life. i've waited for years for things to get better. I go to church...I pray.....I do everything I should and it seems at every turn it always gets worse. I've stuck to the, "things happen for a reason" i always knew it would turn around soon....some day....it would get better......and its been far too long...
I have no close family....and no real friends and im sure if i was gone.....
I hate to say im leaving my life on your words......but your words may be the final ones I read.....
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Nothing
Aug 6, 2010 20:07:18 GMT -5
Post by The Bean on Aug 6, 2010 20:07:18 GMT -5
wow a lot to handle in one message. i don't want to call you nothing and i don't want to name you No one. and i don't want to be the last person you decided whether to live or die. in my life things have gone very wrong and a lot of times i never saw the upside. but i prayed for better days and i had faith that one day it would all be better. but things just don't happen over night. no ones life is perfect but every life is precious. because of the trails and tribulations that i'm still going threw in my life i decided that with my experience of hardship i can do good helping people, thats the mystery to this site. Since you go to church i'm guessing you believe in afterlife. No matter what religion you are its frowned upon to kill yourself. honestly i don't know you but i don't want you to kill yourself. i can be your friend. and TRUST ME you will be on my mind. my prays go out to you to do the right thing. fight for another day for more hope. I say 2 things every time i'm having a bad day 1) this too shall pass 2) when life hands you lemons, give them shits back and tell them to make their own damn lemonade.
Sincerely a friend when ever you need one Bean
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