Subject is girls

[Me]

I was dating this girl last year. Its was a really good relationship as far I thought....but apparently I was a fuckin jerk to her and i never knew it. She told me we needed a break so i could learn to appreciate her more. During the break she hoped i would come back to her....but i actually drifted off and said Fuck her.

Months go by of me not giving shit abaout her til i started randomly thinkin bout her. Saw her at school and suddenly had the urge to be in her company and be around her. So i did everything i could to get her attention....it worked from time to time but not as i hoped.

At least once i week i find myself dreaming on in heavy thought about her....not knowing whut to do...

She texted me last night randomly after MONTHS....and it simply said, "I miss you..."

I had no clue whut to do....but i couldnt sleep after that....i texted her back and waited for a reply...but i was too tired to stay up and went to sleep and dreamed about her again...

We've been textin all morning...and she is tellin me how bad i was too her...

i've changed since then.......i miss her....but im not sure if i want to date her again....i dunno whut to do....

I cant go on with dreaming about her and wanting her...i've told her how i felt....and im just confused

[The Bean]

it sounds like you've understood why she believed you were a jerk because that's the only way you can say you've changed. Try being friends with her first but still give her those small hints that you want more but that's only when your ready. you probably feel like you miss her and dreaming about her cause you realize what you had and you want it back. but don't fight for it back if you don't want to keep it.
Bean